.:my rambleshackle:.

This is a poem from past… He’s a history, but I wish he’s doing fine now….

It has been 8 years more or less. And it’s Allah’s divine that we nvr come across each other nemore even that we live in d same place….

What can I do..

What can I do, You’re the only one who makes me move, another day goes by that I gloom, sometimes I wish I didn’t have feelings for you, but I am thankful that fate let me to you. I seldom speak, until sometimes it may show that I am weak, I often feel tense at times you’re nearby, the sight of you makes me nervous I don’t know why, but I’m on cloud 9 when I hear you say hi. I love you, more than anyone ever will, even when they say I’ll never be the one you want, but is it my fault to fall in love with you, when I’m following my heart which tells me it’s you I need, in my life…. You’re beautiful, so beautiful to my eyes I’m crying writing this, but no one will understand how I feel about you, or the times I’m feeling dark and blue, it’s always worse when I’m missing you. and I admit I think about you everyday, I wish I could meet you in any way, but sometimes I don’t want to see you, because it hurts me so much when I do, I wish I was the one loving you. I tried to hide that I’m jealous of the one you chose, the sound of his name tears my heart apart I’m lost, but it doesn’t matter, I’ll never be the one you need I suppose, in your life…. I want to hold your hand, and I wish we were more than just friends, but some dreams can never come true, so I try not to understand, all the feelings I have for you. If I could only touch you, You’d know I’d never make you cry, You’re the only one I’ll ever need, If only I weren’t so shy, then I won’t watch you pass me by. Still It may be too late now, but I wish I could look into your eyes, and tell you all I feel about you, how much I need you by my side, but you belong to someone it won’t be right. One day I hope to win your trust, then we could write a story about us, all my life I’ve wanted someone to hold on to, I want you to know that I wish it were you, and I hope one day you’d feel the same way too.

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